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About Me Member Anime Artist wasurenai-kara15Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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Le sigh.

Sun Sep 17, 2006, 1:13 PM
I'm a complete faliure as an artist. What else is new?

Anyways, I'm saving up for a tablet, guys. ^^; My scanner is on the fritz, so I can't submit things from paper and scan them like I used to. I'm feeling that my ability to draw is just far too amatueristic to exploit to the public. It's embarrassing, and seeing so many people do better than I am is lowering my negative self-esteem and eating away at my will to try anymore. But it's okay, I have my friend Keshi doing his best to encourage me to keep doing my artwork. I'm still 15 years old, though... people my age AND YOUNGER do better than I do, and that just discourages me even more. I've been born without talent, but I'm sure not lacking the talent to fail. Failing is what I do best.

But yeah, I'll be getting my paycheck next week, and I'll try to buy a tablet by then. I hope using one isn't too difficult! ...

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: In my closet...
  • Interests: Anime, Manga, Raving, Doujin-games, J-rock, Visual Kei, Gothic Lolita
  • Favourite movie: Silent Hill
  • Favourite band or musician: Antique Cafe
  • Favourite genre of music: J-rock, J-pop, Alt. Rock, Heavy Metal, Trance, Techno.
  • Favourite artist: Nishimata Aoi, Suzuhira Hiro?
  • Favourite poet or writer: Phillip Carlo, Anne Rice
  • Favourite photographer: ... spiderman.
  • Favourite style of art: Macabre & Horror, Anime, Manga, Oekaki
  • Operating System: Windows XP: Professional
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Favourite game: Silent Hill? xD;
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2, PC, Nintendo DS
  • Favourite cartoon character: Jun Watarase from Happiness! (Windmill)
  • Personal Quote: Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, Copic Multiliners, MONO eraser, Open Canvas 4E PLUS, Photoshop 7.0

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Comments


:iconharumisaki15:
Hey! Random person here! I love your art! It's nice! :damphyr: :heart: :damphyr:

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Love isn't something you can buy, but when it's given to you, warm red hearts flow in the deep blue sky... ಠ_ಠ
:iconoceanvoicer:
the drawing of cosplay is beautiful.
Keep drawing

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I though I am good enough But
When i know devianart, I know I am so small
but just a beginner. Hahahaha........ T-T
Hoping someday My art skill will up step by step
:iconxxxpudding:
:3 wow!you pictures are really beautiful! and the colorings are really great!

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everything is frustrating and its pissing me off.
:icondarkpiro:
wow your an awesome artist :D
and omg disgea! hurray

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(+.[___] ❖ ) <~ Monster Hunter Device~! PSP
Who is the Greek Coconut?
:iconsakuraishuugo:
Didn't know you had a dA ^^ good to know >.> hope you keep posting here =**

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なんでもいいよ。
:iconkidoairaku:
thanks for adding me =3 your piccy of misuzu is so cute ^__^

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to give, to love, to be happy... that is life...
follow your dreams and make them come true...

Visit *bearmoon because she's awesome and if you haven't visited ~cika already, where in the world have you been?!
:iconchibi-sanzo:
PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST. IT'S SO DANG TRUE*
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works


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Just stay where I can see you
Douse the lights!
:iconsailorarcana:
You know, that actually sounded nice and everything... until I got to number 15. The fact that this is another ridiculous (but harmless) chain letter kinda destroys the mood... *ignores #15* :coffeecup:
:iconchibi-sanzo:
hey!!!

Remember me? Yuka from the FMA RP??

I saw this on your LJ =D fwee.

Hunting you guys down is hard. xD;


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Just stay where I can see you
Douse the lights!
:icondaydreamernessa:
hey kasumi, i like your mamimi fanart =) i'm friending you~

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